that the truth...

yup,i am down this few day...
everyone asking me why...
but i dint tell anyone,except someone..
sorry for that,
when i tell,
my tear will automatically fall down,
i dont wanna you all saw my tear face,
it is ugly,
dont worry about me,
i am a strong girl,
i can hide all my sad,
i can smile as happy as i can in front you all ...
i can do everything, just dont let you all worry about me...
hey, i am the most happy girl...
i wish i can..

yup, in this age,
is not a relation stage...
i must learn to accept it,
yup,i respect your choosing,
i knew nothing i can do,
i just needed to accept the truth that you gone..
waiting,
crying,
just for what?
may do a happy girl i can,
you must be happy too,
even i am so serious to it,
but,something is the destiny,
although i am sad,although i cant let it down...
but i should accept like this...
i amazing it,
i miss it...
like this,you will happy,
i will happy when you happy too...
i believe that,the sun will shine one day for you and me..
if that time ,we learn to trust..
the ending wont be like this...
never mind~accept it*
bye the memories,i really miss you...
that is the truth...

everything will gone back to normal,
ok,just let it be,
you telling me,
JUST LET IT BE!
i must do it,
don,t think so much!

my sadness,
i lose my English,
i am LOSER
i lose my math
i am LOSER,
i lose everything...
but i am telling myself,
i will be strong,
 i will go through my hardness..
thanks up,my life,
sour,sweet,bitter
i get it...
i learn through it...

i am loving you